Super shock jud ko karon as in tameme ug naglagot! Coz my close cousin Brenda was pregnant!!! Yah PREGNANT!!! Hay ambot.. naloka ko…

Si Michael ang nakajuntis sa iyaha kadtong yeba niya 3 yrs na sila.. at first ok sakoa a ng guy but then last april naghilak ako cousin coz nagbulag daw sila . story goes like this

Brenda and michael were yebabeltch 3 yrs na. Then last april nagbulag sila gikan ug manila si Brenda kay nagtraining sa manila for cruise ship.. 1 month lang siya sa manila and pagbalik niya naa nay lain ang guy isa pajud ka japayuki ug naa pajud anak! Porbida!.. so ang lola crying moments kaayo gipanggisi ang picture.. see? 1 month lang nawala ako ig agaw gipagpalit dayon sa isa ka japayuki and guess what ana pa ang lalaki na happy ug lingaw daw siya sa japayuki kay daghan daw kwarta!!! What a shame?!

So ang Brenda naglagot ning adtog mananambal nagpahimog gayuma kay gusto siya manimalos sa iya yeba.. ug sadihang effective jud siya! Perfume man ang gipahurimhuriman sa kagwang.. tapos ana ang mananambal na mutawag daw ang laki ug muadto sa ilang balay which is natinuod jud… nagsige man dawg pilit ang laki sa iyaha ug nagsigeg simhot2 kay humot daw siya ug makaadik daw ang iyahang perfume… nangutana pajud ang laki kung asa daw gipalit ang perfume kay humot jud daw kaayo kadto pajud daw siya nakabaho ug ingon ato na perfume… so effective jud!

Now I realized tinuod jud diay ng gayuma2 noh?! Coz I don’t believe in that crazy stuff… and after that sige najud daw adto ang guy until naay nahitabo sa ilaha.. mao ni ron ang gaga na ababa! TAGAM! Mao na gayuma2 pa!!1

Gisayangan lang ko bah coz mulargahay siyag barko.. unsaon nalng iyahang future.. dili baya jud lalim ang magkaanak base sa mga experience ug nawitness nako sako mga barkada..

At isa pa the guy is not deserving… I know one day paglarga niya mas naa siyay Makita na guy na mas deserving.. after what michael’s done to my cousin I started to hate him! Hes such a fuckin’ guy as in!!

Guys are hard to trust!!! They are all idiot! As in.. happy pajud siya coz magkakatrope nadaw sila.. wala man lang niya gihuna2 ako cousin, siya ang magsuffer siya pud ang luoy… although my cousin 50 50 na ang feelings niya sa lalaki… ang intention lang jud niya is to revenge pero unsa ang nahitabo?! Sala sad sako cousin kay nagtugatuga siya… ambot naunsa nani siya dili mani siya ingon ani.. demure pa sa tanang demure, dili gusto hisgutag mga sex sex tapos karon… hay ambot…

Luoy sad ko coz pareho tawon mi ato mga walay buto ug mga talatitot.. natakdan intwon to siya sako pagka tala2 ug sakoang mga words of wisdom tooth…

Gisayangan lang ko ba coz mulargahay siyag barko… opportunity comes once in a lifetime lang baya jud…

Well, no more regrets!!! All I can say! Goodluck to her!!!! Unta dili positive ang result mag pregnancy test mi unya.. HUMANDA!!!!

Why am I always got fever every month? I’m so damn frightened about it.. Since my second operation was made last June 1 2006, I was so weak and got every month sickness. Sometimes twice a month, I’m so tired of it, I’m not like this before… huhu

There's too much of this noise

Boy, let's get a seat

So you can talk sweet to me

I see these other boys

Won't you get me on the dancefloor?

Kinda like to buy me drinks

Movin' so sexy

Kinda wonderin'

How we can have some fun

So don't be shy

Baby just enjoy

What's on your mind, party

And have a good time

It's getting hectic in here

It's getting chaotic

I'm rockin' and rollin'

No stoppin'

We goin' 'til it's over

Do you like the way I rock it?

Boy I think it's so chaotic

Oh, goin' wild

I'm on fire

Burning up the dancefloor

Turn it up higher

Wild like a tiger

Tell me do you want more?

Everybody blink your lights

Party from the left to right

There's too much of the sound

I'm with the crowd

So please don't turn me down

I'm havin' so much fun

And being done

I'm gonna tell you off

The DJ is my friend

So lets begin

I'm a do my dance

Until the end

Baby lets get down

Let's get the town

Everybody here's getting' wild

“Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side

But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride”

My mom and I argued last night. First I tell her that I will go to boracay to join michelle in her vacation but then as usual she doesn’t agree.. it always be like that…

Then later my papa came and said that he talked the water district manager and he told my papa that I could apply after election. I said “dili ko gusto ko mag school”. Then ana si mama dili na daw ko niya paeskwelahon kay gasto, mag work jud daw ko didto kay pakaulawan napud daw nko ako papa na giingnan nadaw niya..then ana ko “kinsa man gud nag-ingon ko na didto ko magwork kamo2 raman nagbuot2” then ana siya kana daw ako gusto dili daw maayo kay operada daw ko… (Here it come again I really hate it basta balik2kon ng opera2 bah)bwesit! .. Then she said she knows what’s best for me (really?!) I don’t think so!!! I am the one who knows what’s best for me. Don’t treat me like a fool mom, don’t control and don’t command me for what I want to do in my life… all my life I follow you, can you please allow naman me to choose what I want and to decide for what I know what’s best for me?? Unsaon nako pag-asenso ana if I just follow all your command? If you don’t have any ambition in life well me I have!!! Back off! I want to do what I want!!!!!!!!!!! Idiot!!!!! Hay ambot why you’re always roaming in my life? Yah you’re my mom and you always said that you are just care of my health…unsaon nako pagkakat-on ana kung magsige kag aligid sakoa?

Nakasabot man ko kay naa kay problema karon ang akoa lang gipamalihog bah na unta dili ako ang pahungawan sa imong kalagot ug ayaw ako ang permente makit-an nimo pag naa kay problema.. ingon ana baya jud ka sa una pa… embes maluoy ko sa imoha maglagot nalng…

Lagi nalang ikaw ang masusunod!!!!! Lagi nalang ikaw ang tama!!!!!! Wala ka kabalo na usahay mali ka!!!!!! Dili nalng ko mutingog kay dili ko gustog saba ug gubot!!!! Dili ko pareha sa imoha na trouble maker!!!!!!!!!!

Hay ambotttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I received a text message from beauty..coz nagkaprob nasad siya kay bench… nagapatol napud daw si benj now ug textmate…

You know what boys will be boys’ miski unsaon nimog balibali ang world. That’s one of the reasons why I don’t usually get serious when it comes to relationship… one of them, based from my experienced and the other one, based of what I witnessed from my friends..

To tell you frank “takot ako masaktan” because ive already felt that before… tama na yung pain na nafeel nako in loving Jd, that’s enough! Dili nako gusto na mafeel again ang agony na ako giagian kay Jd.. ayoko na as.in dili najud ko gusto balikan ang sakit coz it leads me to be a suicidal person.. buti nalng dili ko kitd ug utok, gina katawa nalng nako ang tanan para mawala… but still magbalik2 jud siya sako mind pero ginacontrol nako ako self..its not easy and its so damn “kapoy” to the highest level when your’re in pain… I don’t know when ko mag seryoso, siguro pag muaabot natong guy na magpaseryoso sakoa… ang guy na kakaiba sa tanan ug ang guy na mag break sko paniniwala about guys… coz for me guys are all the same…