Today is March 10, 2007 and my birthday was pass approaching. I just can’t imagine im turning 21. Life is full of challenge and im very thankful to God that I took it all up with His help of course. Now I’ll focus on my ambition and help my family and try another stage of life with God. I want to travel anywhere with my family, and be happy forever. No worries and pains anymore, all I want is to be happy with my family. Love? Nahh.. im just thinking for it if I’ll love again. Coz u know what, it doesn’t change anything. Past and present events are just the same so I’ll just ignore it and said, “Here it goes again”. I don’t know if I’m tired or what, it just that I just minimize my actions with it comes to that stuff and because of this thing “trauma”? oohhh I think I got the wrong “word” its not trauma, it some kinda like that but lighter than that. Coz I don’t want to experience again what I’ve experienced before kaya AMIE dahan dahan lang ha hmp! Hehehe.. I can say from myself its not easy to enter in that situation because base from my experiences you know! Hahayz that was all bullshit.. So all I want to do now is to proceed with confident and walk with God and I know all my wishes in life will come true..AJA!!!! |